Missing Cell Phone~ Pic Heavy

So yesterday I left my cell phone in my car. Didn't really care or notice that I was phoneless all day & night. Get up this morning 11 missed calls. One of my adopted kids landed in jail last night. Oh joy... He knew it was gonna happen but still :/ also have like 3 voicemails and 14 notifications. I felt loved when I looked at it. lol. Other news went to the Dr. this morning and got good news. With my weight loss I am no longer in danger of type 2 diabetes. Here's me now!

I also did something to my back so have meds for that until inflammation goes down. I also asked for a script of birth control. No more wondering every month if this is the month I'll get the double lines. In some ways I am happy about it but in others I am very depressed I want another child soooo bad yet feel like I will never have one. sigh. I am starting to love my haircut

My puppies are getting so big. At less than two weeks old they are trying to walk and sometimes succeeding AND their eyes are opening!! I love them all and wish we could keep them. But might be able to convince him to keep two!

And here is my lil man. His behavior at school is worsening. I really don't know what to do. I will not put him on meds I refuse. But he's not listening, won't stay in his seat, talking, disrespectful, etc...

Love Always, Nickie me and my baby

Called in Sick

Did not ever go to sleep last night. My back was insane and then this morning at about 5 am became extremely nasuous. I gave in and vomitted about 9. Called the boss and said try to find someone for me. He called back in less than 20 and had found someone. I was sick til about noon. Spent the whole day cleaning and it still doesn't really look like Jake and I did anything even though we did. 2 of our puppies are trying walk and they are 1 week and 3 days old. Thier eyes aren't even open yet... insane! I really wish life came with a manual. Have to turn in paperwork tomorrow otherwise I won't be eligable for help since I'm laif off. ERG! I need to be more organized. Right now I'm just kind of rambling b/c I am exsausted and am staying up to watch walking dead with baby. Is there any particular reason why my blog won't let me add photo? it keeps saying bad request. It's kind of annoying actually. Ok new subject. So i collect teas. I buy about 2 a month but can never find the ones I'm looking for when I want them. So I have decided I want a tea shelf put up in the kitchen. I want it to have a mug loop screwed in under neath so I have a special tea cup I use and then all my teas arranged on top. I wonder how long it will be before I put it up or get steve to put it up. Ok this is all the steam I have. Good night sleep tight don't let the bed bugs bite <3 Love Always, Nickie

INSANITY!

So got laid off October 31st and spent the week binging with friends. Not binge in the way you think but since I never drink drinking 2 times in a week is a lot to me plus I had 2 girlfriends over for like 4 days. Our "adventures" were dubbed Ghetto Ambitonz! It was interesting to say the least. Depression did set in and I gained 7 lbs in less than 2 weeks. I wanted to cry. Plus the check engine light is on in the van now. Apparently a vaccuum hose leak. Sigh. Finally got bridge card today. We've been skrimping on food for like a week now. It gets very interesting. My emotions have been off the wall. I wish I could sleep.... That is like a thing of the past. It takes for ever to fall asleep and if I fall asleep I wake up every hour. WAHHH! Worked at dollar tree yesterday and was on my feet for 8.5 hours and I have to do it again today but my back is KILLING me. From my neck all the way down to my left knee. I want to cut it all off. so much stuff going on ugh Love Always, Nickie