AHH! I hate my bank!!!! I am so happy it's fridayI haven't slept in sooo many days it's redicoulousi am so tired and once again i have to pee. But this time I am waiting until 3:30 to go that way i'll be on break and i don't need to take any personal time. I am very frustrated to dayI guess it's a good thing it's friday. That was written at work....



here's how i really feel. FORGET THAT PLACE!!!! i know i need my job and i love working there for the most part but come on!! some of the rules they have there are just rediculous and piss me off. I don't feel good my head hurts i'm still not sleeping well annoyed with dave yet really wanna get the letter he said he wrote me. i missed his call by 20 minutes tonight. Just not sure how i feel about it. He's NOT coming back here, but i still love him more than anything. I'll post a pic of me and him... I think i'm gonna have to learn how to make sub pages on here so i can make like a photo album type of thing other wise my page will be FILLED to the gills with pictures:P so happy it's the weekend but of course my kid is going to drive me crazy as usual!! I'm making homemade chili cheese fries. trying to get the fries crispy without burning them. Jake and I are watching Frost the Snow Man
Love Always,
Nickie

How Dare They...

How dare he assume he can come back up here. I wasn’t kidding! I wasn’t’ joking! He’s not welcome back up here. I really really really want to disconnect my phone number now. I know for a fact that I don’t’ want him up here again. There were to many issues when he was up here and I’m not gonna deal with that again. Also WTF does Tony thinks he’s doing, iming me like that? But haha shows he’s still paying attention but he hates me so much. RIGHT! Whatever though. I don’t know why his mommy deemed it nessicary I don’t live out of state. I live in the same place I’ve lived for the past 1 ½ years. I just got you thinking I moved and got married. Heck no I don’t wanna get married and I don’t think I ever will either. I’m changing my blog to Blogger b/c more of my friends have a blogger account . Don’t care if SHE has one. I don’t care what they do anymore. I am officially OVER it. Move where ya want do what ya want. As long as ya’ll leave me alone I don’t care. I have my sistas, I have my friends, I have MY FAMILY!, I have my job and I have my house. Things are looknig good for me. Why do I need to worry bout what disasters you’re going through? I am really happy I found JM!!!! They are amazing ladies on there and I am making some great friends on there too. I am already extremely active and trying tons of new things due to the site everyday! Love working on graphics now. Its amazing!!! Hi emma! Hi Jenny! Hi Anna! Hi Leslie! Hi Amber! Hi Jess! Hi to ALL MY MAMAS on there!!! Luv ya!! My job has such cool people to work with! I have a great manager! I lvoe my girls at work!!! N some of the guys too!! It’s so relaxed that it makes me want to do a great job preforming for my company so that we continue to flourish as well as become known for having GOOD customer service! The holidays are fast approaching! We’ve already celebrated Jake and Zach’s Birthday and next is Gram is coming up this weekend!!!!!!! I’m so excited this will be the first time she sees my apartment. I want it spotless for when she comes. I want her to be proud of me. Then is Christmas and mom and dad’s birthdays, as well as kaylie’s birthday, my cousins birthday, new years etc etc etc.!!! It’s so crazy around my house this time of year. I lvoe it. Zach and his friends came over last night and I went to bed before they left and amazingly the whole apartment was picked up when I woke up this morning. I just have to find a way to make my apartment not smell like smoke after they leave. EWW! Icky smell. I cant’ wait for christmas! I love the presant I got Jake! It’s a Train Table with a train set that goes with it. I’m putting it in my living room so that it stays nice and the pieces stay together as well. I have to pee once again but I have another hour before I can use the restroom. UGH! One thing I hate about worknig at a call center. Very limited ability to leave my desk and UGH!!!! I really really really have to use the restroom for the 2nd time this morning… Doesn’t help I’m sitting here looking at a bottle of water. I am trying to flush evertyhing out of my system so I can re up on my diet. I was on a plateu so I stopped and I gained a little back!!! Made me want to cry so now I am buckling back down!!! I will be in my hgih school size by my birthday!!!! It is my ultimate goa lto be a size 8 by July of Next Year!!!!!!Ok I think I might be getting a bladder infection. OWWW! I have had to use the restroom 4 times today!!! Its crazy! Can’t wait to go home tonight.i am on redbull, adipex, and moutain dew to try and stay awake and funtional! Sleep what is sleep?Who needs Twilight… I’m my own Vampire ?



Love Always,
Nickie

Things I've Made

Love Always,
Nickie

Well here's my NEW BLOG!!

So many of my friends have blogger accounts that i switched from xanga to here. If there's anything you wanna know or see let me know!!
Here's a pic of my lil man!



Love Always,
Nickie