Getting better

I started an anti depressant, I'm feeling better about things and things aren't bugging me as much as they normally do. Money is tight but I finally heard from unemployment should get my first paycheck by tuesday!!!! Jacob's 8th birthday is sunday and we're gonig to chuck e cheese with a bunch of family and friends!!! We also get our christmas tree sunday AND next weekend we are redoing Jacb's room. It is so exciting I am loving the non depression. Things are not perfect but I am feeling much more optomistic. It's a relief to know that I am not breaking down every time something goes wrong. The puppies are coming along great!!! i have 3 of them sold. We are keeping Piggy and maybe one more. I love my animals sooo much. They make me smile even when I am feeling down. Now cleaning the piddle puppies mess... is another story. So icky and smelly. It's like taking care of 7 toddlers. Whew it's a full time job. Laundry and dishes are still behind but what else is new. Steve and I are getting along much better now if only Jake would behave and follow the directions as he is told. He half asses everything. TRying to teach him that is not the way to go through life. He should want to strive to succeed in everything he does. I want my son to grow up into a wonderful man. So excited for Christmas!!! We decorated more this year than last & we will continue to do more each year as we can afford it :) Now my playtime is over. I have to go back to work posting for ebay, craigslist, etc etc