Quotes

"When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams."

" If you love something let it go, if it comes back to you, it's yours forever. If it doesn't then it was never meant to be"

"I laugh, I love, I hope, I try I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry. And I know you do the same things too, So we're really not that different, me and you."

Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.

" The Beauty is in the attempt."

Love Always,
Nickie

Catching Up

Ok so here's me catching up on my life. I did end up telling him I love him and it didn't go too bad... I got good news from all the places I had to go to last week so everything is good on the home front :) I am massivly sick and hate being so~ Jake is CrAzY but that is nothing new. He got an official big boy bike last weekend for Grandma's house and may be getting another big boy bike in a few weeks for here but until then is using his big wheel since the dog ate his bike 2 summers ago... I've realized that some things i thought were completely false and people from the past should stay in the past for a reason n i'll leave it at that. Gracey is getting big and she is like a miniture dog we all love her to death <3>

I Thank my stars every night for the life I have right now



Love Always,
Nickie

Me and people in my life March 2009

Love Always,
Nickie

Going To My Mommy's

Tomorrow we are going to my mom's house. This will be the first time that steve has gone with me to my mom's house. I'm gonna be doing laundry and steve is i guess helping jake with his new bike and training wheels and then we're all having dinner. I'm crossing my fingers for a great day and i'm trying to figure out things in my head. I know they are there but do i really wanna go down this road knowing it's not the same for him? Do i really wanna do one of the things he warned me not to? Love Always,
Nickie