Annoyed

UGh I get soo irritated so easily these days. I try my best to keep level but some days its really hard. Everything annoys me. I want things to go faster with the company. I want people who don't have to struggle to understand that were doing our best the best we can. Jakes being a pain as usual. THere never seems to be enough time in the day to get everything done. My parents have made it to the point I really dont want them around for the most part. We're having JAke's party the weekend after he turns 7 and have decided that I'm inviting who I want and if my parents dont like it they dont have to come. It's my life not theirs and they're not around enough to matter. it saddens me to say it that way. Especially since they've just treated me and steve like crap since we got together. I'm running out of ideas to promote the new business. Its driving me crazy!!!!
Love Always, Nickie

Sunday Ngiht

I love my baby. He's making coleslaw and Potato, Bacon, and Corn chowder :D We got a lot done with the business today. I'm dragging my feet on lesson plans tomorrow ugh!! Still gotta do it. It's not like it's hard or anything. I jsut need to get more organized!!! I wish i still had my computer desk but there's just not enough room in this house but it's in the shed so at the next house I can have it. Gotta do more laundry. I wish we had a dryer but it saves money. Well gotta go can't keep letting him cook everything by himself n I've been sitting on the computer long enough.
Love Always, Nickie

All About Us & How We're Doing

Well first off, I am back with Steve. We've been together for 6 months now after 2 years of separation. I feel we both needed to grow up a little bit but now we are extremely happy with the way things are going. We know we're going to get married but not for a while yet. We've set a 1 year minimum of being together before engaged and then at least a year of engagement before the wedding but we know what we want. We rent a small house in Warren. It's small but it works. We're hoping to purchase a foreclosed house sometime next year and work on it while we're still renting until we have the house we want. We also are starting our own business online. It's a resale thrift store but we also offer homemade food made to order just for you as well as focusing on finding little treasures that people were going to throw away. Hence the store name of Simple Treasures Lost and Found. It's taking a while to get it off thew ground but we are working with very limited capital.
Now as for my little man Jacob. He's doing REALLY good. We home school him with the un-schooling method. It's becoming increasing popular. He enjoys it and loves the field trips and hands on things that we do with him. as well as teaching him at his own pace and giving him the added attention he needs in certain areas. He's made plenty of friends in the neigborhood. His 7th birthday is coming up soon and we're still debating if he's going to have a family only party or not yet. I guess it just depends on $$$$ lol.
We got Trey this past March and his the most annoying dog EVER!!! We keep trying with him but he has such dominence issues and territory issues he spends most of his days on a chain ( we tried the caging method, he broke the plastic cage 4 times and I can't afford the metal cages) so now we do the cage method with a leash instead. He does fine as long as he's on his leash or has very little freedom. It's weird.
I got Lucifer a.k.a Lucy when she's behaving the end of May. Absolutly the most adorable cat. I got her at 3 weeks old. Now she thinks she rules the house but that changed when we got Peaches.
Peaches chose us after we got to our new house. She followed us home one day and we decided to keep her. She is the most mellow tempered cat. Her and Trey don't get along to well but after the initial dominence issues between the two girl both cats now get along great :)

Love Always, Nickie

Starting Over

I'm going to have 3 quick posts to get my blog all nice and pretty. If you want to know my past look in my archive. I don't want to delete it because it's my past but I also respect my boyfriend and don't want any of that drama in our current relationship
Love Always, Nickie

Right Now

So many things have happened I dont even know where to start. There's still secrets I have to keep and I will due to promises I've made. Dave is still in jail with no chance of getting out anytime soon. Which is good cuz when he's out... I'm a dead woman for many many reasons. I've had a lot of things happen so far this year. I moved home to my parents for a while to finish college. Hoping to be done with that by Dec. 2010. After than my life will be all up the air b/c there are ultimatiums and decisions that need to be made. I've given warning so nobody should be surprised when I possibly make life altering decisions again. I hate falling asleep early and waking up at 1:30 and not being able to fall back asleep. Do people deserve second or third chances? Who gets to decide when enough is enough? Is love enough to get through life on? What about if you know its gonna be hard? Do you take the chance and hope for the best>? so many questions and nobody has the answers...What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive


Love Always,Nickie