Getting better

I started an anti depressant, I'm feeling better about things and things aren't bugging me as much as they normally do. Money is tight but I finally heard from unemployment should get my first paycheck by tuesday!!!! Jacob's 8th birthday is sunday and we're gonig to chuck e cheese with a bunch of family and friends!!! We also get our christmas tree sunday AND next weekend we are redoing Jacb's room. It is so exciting I am loving the non depression. Things are not perfect but I am feeling much more optomistic. It's a relief to know that I am not breaking down every time something goes wrong. The puppies are coming along great!!! i have 3 of them sold. We are keeping Piggy and maybe one more. I love my animals sooo much. They make me smile even when I am feeling down. Now cleaning the piddle puppies mess... is another story. So icky and smelly. It's like taking care of 7 toddlers. Whew it's a full time job. Laundry and dishes are still behind but what else is new. Steve and I are getting along much better now if only Jake would behave and follow the directions as he is told. He half asses everything. TRying to teach him that is not the way to go through life. He should want to strive to succeed in everything he does. I want my son to grow up into a wonderful man. So excited for Christmas!!! We decorated more this year than last & we will continue to do more each year as we can afford it :) Now my playtime is over. I have to go back to work posting for ebay, craigslist, etc etc

No Job

Yesterday was probably one of the worst days since I lost my job. I had no want to do ANYTHING. The house is a disaster zone. It is just not big enough. I would post pictures but I am that ashamed of how our house looks. I know Steve is working hard to compensate for the fact that my last paycheck STILL hasn't shown up AND my unemployment is who knows where... So we've been literally living on NOTHING for 3 weeks. I'm tired of people making comments about my family being on assistance. It's not like we abuse it. We use our food stamps to put food on our table for the month. 3 people 320$ for a MONTH. and that's what we use. I know a manic phase is kicking and and there seems to be nothing I can do to stop it..... So far I've been able to keep myself out of bed for most of the time. But I have a feeling it's going to get harder to do. On a good note, the puppies are mobile! up and walking, yipping, wagging tails, and BARKING!!! not even three weeks old. Working at dollar tree tomorrow from 3-10:30. Hope it goes by quick Love Always, Nickie

Thanksgiving...

So this whole holiday season whatever choice I've made for my family my mom makes the opposite. I told her we were gong into Ohio for Thanksgiving to see my grandma and family. She says she's staying home so Zach isn't by himself ( my brother). I'm cool with that. Then with van issues we can't take the trip 2.5hours away so we say we're staying home. My mom says okay well we're going into gram's I said okay cool. We got all excited to do our own traditions for the first time. My brother facebooks asking why I'm not going. Apparently only reason my bother was going into Ohio was so nobody picked on me and Steve ( none of my family has met him and with the way my mom runs her mouth they hate him without meeting him) so since we weren't going he didn't really want to go. His girlfriend works that day yadda yadda. So I tell my brother bail on grandma's (horrible yes I know but my family is DRAMA) and he's like I'll think about it. He walks downstairs at my parents house ( he still lives there) and announces he going to my house for dinner and is skipping Gram's. SOooooooooooooooo my mom calls me AND has my dad call me and they guilt trip me by saying since neither kid was going to gram's they wanted dinner there. We're like wait we're excited blah blah and they just badger me into feeling bad b/c they want to spend time together but only on their terms. I offer to have them come here. Nope, ask if we can bring puppies ( 14 hours away from them is too long) nope. Sigh. So since we wanted to cook they were talking about having us bring our own turkey and cook it there. Again time constraints. So finally I agree. then get off phone. I end up calling back saying we just couldn't do it. Would have thought I told my dad they had no more Sunday afternoon football..... Sooo come up with ANOTHER alternative. They buy own turkey and start cooking it so we don't have to be over there butt fuck early and they can still see us. I really wanted to do my own thing for the holiday but family wins out everytime. That's what this time of year is about. Maybe one day we'll get to do our own thing. On top of that I am apparently failing on not being depressed about having a job. I am eating everything in site and have demolished ALL the progress I was making. But I'm still trying to keep positive attitude ;/ Love Always, Nickie

Missing Cell Phone~ Pic Heavy

So yesterday I left my cell phone in my car. Didn't really care or notice that I was phoneless all day & night. Get up this morning 11 missed calls. One of my adopted kids landed in jail last night. Oh joy... He knew it was gonna happen but still :/ also have like 3 voicemails and 14 notifications. I felt loved when I looked at it. lol. Other news went to the Dr. this morning and got good news. With my weight loss I am no longer in danger of type 2 diabetes. Here's me now!

I also did something to my back so have meds for that until inflammation goes down. I also asked for a script of birth control. No more wondering every month if this is the month I'll get the double lines. In some ways I am happy about it but in others I am very depressed I want another child soooo bad yet feel like I will never have one. sigh. I am starting to love my haircut

My puppies are getting so big. At less than two weeks old they are trying to walk and sometimes succeeding AND their eyes are opening!! I love them all and wish we could keep them. But might be able to convince him to keep two!

And here is my lil man. His behavior at school is worsening. I really don't know what to do. I will not put him on meds I refuse. But he's not listening, won't stay in his seat, talking, disrespectful, etc...

Love Always, Nickie me and my baby

Called in Sick

Did not ever go to sleep last night. My back was insane and then this morning at about 5 am became extremely nasuous. I gave in and vomitted about 9. Called the boss and said try to find someone for me. He called back in less than 20 and had found someone. I was sick til about noon. Spent the whole day cleaning and it still doesn't really look like Jake and I did anything even though we did. 2 of our puppies are trying walk and they are 1 week and 3 days old. Thier eyes aren't even open yet... insane! I really wish life came with a manual. Have to turn in paperwork tomorrow otherwise I won't be eligable for help since I'm laif off. ERG! I need to be more organized. Right now I'm just kind of rambling b/c I am exsausted and am staying up to watch walking dead with baby. Is there any particular reason why my blog won't let me add photo? it keeps saying bad request. It's kind of annoying actually. Ok new subject. So i collect teas. I buy about 2 a month but can never find the ones I'm looking for when I want them. So I have decided I want a tea shelf put up in the kitchen. I want it to have a mug loop screwed in under neath so I have a special tea cup I use and then all my teas arranged on top. I wonder how long it will be before I put it up or get steve to put it up. Ok this is all the steam I have. Good night sleep tight don't let the bed bugs bite <3 Love Always, Nickie

INSANITY!

So got laid off October 31st and spent the week binging with friends. Not binge in the way you think but since I never drink drinking 2 times in a week is a lot to me plus I had 2 girlfriends over for like 4 days. Our "adventures" were dubbed Ghetto Ambitonz! It was interesting to say the least. Depression did set in and I gained 7 lbs in less than 2 weeks. I wanted to cry. Plus the check engine light is on in the van now. Apparently a vaccuum hose leak. Sigh. Finally got bridge card today. We've been skrimping on food for like a week now. It gets very interesting. My emotions have been off the wall. I wish I could sleep.... That is like a thing of the past. It takes for ever to fall asleep and if I fall asleep I wake up every hour. WAHHH! Worked at dollar tree yesterday and was on my feet for 8.5 hours and I have to do it again today but my back is KILLING me. From my neck all the way down to my left knee. I want to cut it all off. so much stuff going on ugh Love Always, Nickie

This Past Week

Sometimes I really hate having to log in and then log out and then log back in to upload pictures b/c I can't use my google email as email for blogger. It gets irritating but oh well.

Last week was a rough one for my family. Jake was once again in trouble for 1/2 the week but towards the end started behaving. He went to his grandma's house on Saturday and went to pumpkin patch. Sidenote :Kind of irritated my parents made me do ALL the driving when they know we are struggling to make it and they are more than well off. Next time they want to see him THEY can do all the driving. Wwhich they hate b/c they feel a 45 minute drive is TOO far to see thier grandchildm yet they'll drive 2.5 hours to see my grandma. It's whatever.

My psych doctor prescribed me a sleeping med b/c I don't sleep and when I do it's for about an hour at a time. She prescibed seriquil I HATE IT!!!!! So I quit taking it since it was just for sleep. Let me tell you the 3 weeks I took it my body got soo used to it that I could NOT sleep last week AT ALL. I think I got on average MAYBE 2 hours a night & the sleep I did get I woke up every 15 minutes. So that did not help my attitude. Then the seriquil felt like it knocked out my bi polar med so i was a complete BITCH. Caused a fight or 10 with Steve to the point once again I threatened to leave yet as much as I try to blame him I know in hindsight it's me and my mouth and actions that cause the fights. The first month of meds were GREAT, I felt normal. There was no insane crazy fighting. We were getting along great! Now I'm hoping this week since I haven't taken the sleeping med for a week that my normal meds will kick in correctly again. I also HATE the fact my psych doctor is only in for like 3 hours on a Thursday, that is NOT enough time to actually take care of your patients that you put on dangerous meds. Seriquil is a HIGHLY dangerous sleeping aid that is known to cause and prevoke violence, which I told her was NOT a good med for me yet she prescribed it anyway. It kind of made me think she gets a "reward" for every prescription she writes for it. Some drug companies do that with doctors, I know because I've seen it. So I will be bringing it up to her next time I see her.

Always, Nickie

Flat Tire

Yesterday just was not a good day to start. It actually didn't get better until the second half of my day. Yesterday morning started out with me going to pick up Peaches from the vet after getting spayed. When I got home it was just UGH! Jake throwing away breakfast Steve discussing it with him and me getting upset b/c I hate aytime Jake gets in trouble ( can you see how he would get spoiled?). So that started an arguement with Steve. Our arguements are never nice or pretty and I'll leave it at that. We have come along way and only fight occasionally but everytime we do it's upsetting to us both. So around 11:30 I FINALLY decided to go into work. I should've been there around 8:30. HA! Get on highway get 7 miles away from the house and 3 miles away from work and POP! Rumble Rumble Rumble GREATTTTT flat tire. Now mind you my spare tire is sitting on my front porch ( great place for it isn't it?). I didn't even stress. Figured I'd call tow truck have them tow van to the house so I can change spare. No big deal. Mind made up I get out and start walking; did I mention my cell phone was dead? I walk for about 10 minutes when Michigan State Curtesy van pulls up and takes me home ( I LOVE THE MDOT project they help out EVERYBODY who is stranded on freeways). I get home call my dad just to see if I have to waste a tow ( i get them through the road side assistance program through All State) he says use the tow. I grumble. Then realize TIRE IS WITH ME... I AM 7 MILES AWAY FROM VAN. Still don't freak. I call Steve's mom she comes and gets me and the tire. I go sit at the van realize I have jack and tire lock in the back of van. I start to change my own tire ( yea I'm that awesome) and MDOT pulls up AGAIN and this time they change my tire for me. So during all this wait time... It's just me and Steve. I love this time together we get to spend every once in a while. We watched movies, worked on un clogging the kitchen sink ( 29$ later and it still barely moves water), dried some spices and just did around the house things with some bouncy bounce added in sporadically HEHEHEHEHE Yea buddy ;) Love Always, Nickie

So From July to October Here It Goes

JULY Jacob did come home the end of July and there was a readjustment period. We re-enrolled him at the local public school to see if he could try again to be mainstreamed with out issues. While going through the enrollment process I discuss my worries with the head of the special education department. Jacob was one of the first children IEP tested when school began. We did go back to Mancelona and Jake had a blast. I absolutly love the outdoors and living so far away from the hussle and bussle of the suberbs and cities. AUGUST This month saw more changes yet a steadying of our relationship. I am now on meds and they are working wonderully. The first two weeks were very hard but from then on it's been much easier. We held a very successful garage sale and got the idea to look into permanant flea market booths for Simple Treasures. During our garage sale a gentleman came buy looknig for jewelry. I know material possessions are everything and I rarely wear my jewelry and money was tight so Jake wouldn't have been able to go to the Warren Birthday Bash Carnival.... I sold my jewelry. nothing too big or expensive BUT it did give us 90$ to go play with for the day. To this day it's one of my FAVORITE memories. He got a wristband to ride all the rides AND he was tall enough. He was riding rides even I really don't like. He rode the Crazy Spin without me b/c i didn't have a wristband. He hated it yet rode it 3 times b/c the "girls" asked him too. Side/note I am going to have to beat them off with a stick when he's older. Then he got his face painted, got to feed the petting farm animals, ride a camel, watch fireworks, eat yummy foods and walk around downtown Warren. He had such a good time. Now work wise this month my manager left so was waiting to see how that would work out. Turns out that was the best thing EVER. Absolutly love my job now. SEPTEMBER Now school started and Jake is doing really well. His teacher is willing to help him more and he will stay in the mainstream classroom which I am really worried about. But so far it's going okay. Work is turning out to be awesome. Hours can be made up as needed. He lets us take off days that we need with no consequneces b/c our job is mainly a sit and wait job anyway. So that's made things 1,000 times easier. We also found a permanant residence for our business at a local flea market and steve is there every friday, Saturday, and Sunday. So far it's breaking even and even seeing some green weekends. MAJOR PLUS! I have also gone off of hiatis from Dollar Tree Kenn has asked if I'll come work a weekend and then he got the best surprise ever. I told him I'll work every weekend both days til christmas then I will readvise my weekends to every other full weekend and EVERY Sunday. This is my play money. I do whatever I want with it. Right now it's paying for normal stuff but starting in October it'll be put to better use. The van has turned out to be a godsend! We use it for Simple Treasures ALL The time. Love the fact the seats come in and out so easily but the next van will have stow in go if it's not a truck plain and simple. We got a DOG! She is a rescue pitbull lab mix. We were told there is a good chance she is knocked up. I got her from Tina before Tina went back to her Ex boyfriend who doesn't like me so she no longer talks to me and our moving up north with her was disgaurded. I am upset about it but at same time it's her life and if it makes her happy so be it. We are still planning on movingup north just not as quickly now. In fact we are looking at property even FARTHER NORTH now :) I have made friends with a few people who live on self sustaining properties and if I could eventually get that way we'd love it. OCTOBER Early this month we lost our beloved kitty, Bella. Animals are animals and they have animcalistic nature. New dog + scared cat= one BAD situation. In less than 45 seconds of rough play Bella's intestine was punctured fro mthe inside and she did not make it through the night. It was very sad and an eye opener that you can not always force animals to get along. We harbor no ill will towards Baby Girl. We just take extra precaution with our furbabies now. And mentioning Babies... BABY GIRL is DUE ANYTIME!!!! We're not exactly sure when she was tagged (mated with) so we're not sure when she's due but she looks HUGE!!!! I am loving working the two jobs. One garunteed 40 hours and then 16 at the other store is working out pretty decent. Especially with Steve working weekends too. For the weekends Jake either goes to his dad's or goes to work with Steve. He is a natural born salesman. When he's not grounded he LOVES gonig to work with Steve b/c the other vendor s ALWAYS have something for him. Kid is SO spoiled! Talking about Jake this child is going to DRIVE ME BONKERS! He was good all of September for school and then magically the 2nd week of October ALL HELL BREAKS LOOSE! He's hitting girls, not listening, doing whatever he wants, talking out of turn, telling substitutes off. WTH! So now he's grounded and we're starting the SAME PROBLEMS as last year jsut a little later in the year. His teacher this year is pregnant so I'm not sure how much she's going to tolorate... If he gets suspended so help me............. Sweetest Day was this past weekend and I got 1 lb of Steve's favorite hand picked chocolates AND a Card AND one milk chocolate rose and one dark chocolate rose. He loved them. He felt really bad he didn't get me anything. He has real issue using my money to be me any gifts and had a bad weekend at store. It's all good I don't mind doing the spoiling. Which is exactly what I am doing right now. I started my christmas shopping and Jake's main stuff is already in layaway. We're going to do the rest of it next week. I ALSO went and started Steve's shopping. He probably couldn't tell you the last time he was spoiled for christmas.... SOOO I AM SPOILING HIM THIS YEAR!!!!! He will probably have more gifts under the tree than Jake from us. Jake gets spoiled from aproximatly 16 other people so he won't be left wanting but this year I want to spoil my other love. Plus gotta get stuff for al lthe animals including little stockings. I think cats are getting scratch post and treats, toys, maybe some fancy food. Lizard is getting new foliage and scenery for his HUGE 55 gallon tank, a new lid and double lighting and maybe some special treats as well. Baby girl sigh is going to get some treats and toys. Hopefully her puppies will make great christmas presents to others but I think they won't be ready to go yet. I refuse to give up baby animals before 8 weeks old. I wish I knew of natural remodies for fleas. Because all of my animals were rescues I can't seem to get away from the little biters. GRRRRR! And vets want WAY TO MUCH MONEY FOR FLEA TREATMENTS! Which brings me to my next idea. I am thinking of making my major something to do with care of animals. It will help out greatly if we ever get the farm and I already know how to help humans so maybe if I do a duel animals and people healing we can cut out some MAJOR bills when it comes to animals. Just a thought I am entertaining. My weight loss is making slow progres. I am down 20 lbs from July. I start the gym tomorrow so I shoul see a HUGE spike in my loss. My goal is to be 200 by New Years Eve so we can dance it up BIG style :) So there's my end of summer beginning of fall synopsis. Maybe this time I'll keep up more on it :) Love Always, Nickie

This week

We had fun on Saturday at Tin's BBQ and then I had to work Saturday night and Sunday at Dollar Tree with my favorite manager EVER Kenn. Ended up leaving early on sunday with some medical issues and spent 5 hours in the ER to be told have to see a regular doctor who has more time to figure out specific problems GRRR. That means more time off of work that I can not afford. Oh well we'll figure it out. Steve ordered his new memory card for his work camera since i kinda broke the regular one by TAKING IT INTO THE LAKE!!!!! OPPS lol. He is anxiously waiting for his camera so he can get back to work. He picked up a BUNCH of old horror VHS movies and he wants to get them up on Ebay b/c they are big sellers apparently. He is also working the the video game package he picked up a few weeks ago gotta say i love having the vintage systems to play anytime I want. Jake comes home Thursday!!!! I am so excited. I have missed him so much but I bet he had fun at his dad's. He gets home and the next day we're taking him to Mancelona to see where he's going to be moving too. He has no idea yet. I don't know how he's going to feel about it. I think having his god brothers live so close will make it easier on him. Plus he loves animals so that should help too. His dad has agreed to the move and we're going to adjust the parenting time agreement to reflect the move. He'll get Jake on school vacations and every other holiday gulp plus a few weeks every summer. Lots of kids do it so we'll see how it works. Still not really talking to my parents I'm tired of how they were treating Steve and I. So what if you don't agree with what we're doing not everyone lives the same way, you should still show approval or at least love and compassion and understanding not everyone lives the same. But thats a subject I rather leave closed lol. So hopefully they'll figure it out soon. I guess that's all for now Love Always, Nickie

Lots of things always happening in my life :) Steve and I are still doing good. I'm back in counseling for my bipolar disease and they are thinking meds starting meds next month. I'm kind of excited to hopefully be able to live with a normal emotional level and not always up and down so much. I cry over everything. The anger turns to sadness to happiness so quickly it makes MY head spin. Jake has spent the summer at his dads. He comes home next week. I really need to figure out how to print out some pictures. I miss having pictures everywhere. Hopefully getting my laptop up and running as Steve is using the desktop for work most days. We are moving to mancelona, mi sometime soon. Still in the planning stages but thats okay. It will happen and I am so excited for it to happen. We're moving up there with Tina and her sons and possibly her boyfriend who is also one of my good friends Chris. I have gotten almost nowhere in the weight loss :( I have to get my self control and cravings under control. The good news is I am much more active and will continue to be that way. Im am steady sitting at a size 16. I really just want to be healthy. Figured out my stomach issues I am now on prilosec once a day. We did get the car program from MI works. I am now the proud owner of a wonderful 2003 Windstar, and it works wonders. Still hate the job but it still pays the bills lol. I had my wisdom teeth out last month. THAT was horrible. but my mouth is finally healing :) Love Always, Nickie

Overview Of April

April has been a kick ass month. My birthday was amazing all around. VIP circus tickets, a pandora bracelets with charms, candles, lotions, flowers, money, tons of facebook wishes, time with my family and friends. I LOVED IT~!~~~~ Steve and I are doing soo much better. Jake keeps asking for a sibling :/ We're just not ready for another baby yet. Maybe soon but we want to get married first. But right now we're still working on a car through mi works and then working on buying our first house. It should be sometime this year so I'm excited. I am also now riding the city bus to work and it feels amazing to be independant of needing a ride from people who mistreat you. Now for my kids. My older "adoptive" children are all doing extremely well. Mikey and Walid are both working. Mikey is also going to college and Walid just got a new 2012 Fusion! I am soo proud of them. Zainab is working full time and holding down the fort while Mike is going to school. They celebrated thier 4 year anniversary this month. Paige is going to school and focusing on academics right now getting ready to graduate. Paige and Walid will be celebrating thier 1 year anniversary in June. My youngest adopted Austin is being a teenager :) What else can I say? He's staying out of trouble and working on school. As for my monkey, Jacob <3 He is doing very well when he applies himself. He can blow threw math pages liek they're nothing IF he wants to. He is defiant (oh joy) and constantly wants things his way and will not budge. He has been grounded and had privledges taken away alot lately. His dad is now getting involved with the behavior modification process of grounding and holding up my punishments liek this weekend he will not be going to his dads since he had a bad schoolweek and his dad is also talking to him over the phone and explaining his behavior can not continue. I mean he actually hurt my feelings this week. I started making him breaskfast and leaving him a little note and the 2nd day I did it, he ignored the note threw it on the ground and ate COLD pancakes before steve could even warm them up bc he wanted to do it before he did his morning chores. Hes supposed to feed the animals before he eats b/c he likes to NOT feed the animals at all. He's just being a rambuncious 7 yr old.... is he 18 yet? :D Still fighting with DHS for the car program AND bridge card they keep messing with my paperwork its not even cool. I hate my job but it pays the bills so I suffer for a little bit longer. Love Always, Nickie

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Love Always, Nickie

Wonderful Weekend

I absolutly love when things go well. It makes me smile to know I made a good choice. This weekend was amazing. We cleaned a little spent a lot of time outside fixing our backyard for summer. Getting the garden started completely from scratch. I put down the running line of bricks to section off the herb and spice section from the vegtables and them squared off the vegtables from the "patch" type items ie potatoes, onions, watermelon, pumpkins, and strawberries. Also got the hanging lines up. We managed to get 3 this year. Less gas means lower bill :D AND THE BEST PART We got the firepit lined with stones and bricks so that's ready to go too :D We also got a gazebo type screened canopy, that as soon as the car gets scrapped (steve and andrew are going to try and do that soon) and the dirt gets switched to the garden, will get put up next to the pool we're looking for. Nothing big just a put up and pull down type for the summer :D

Then celeebrating my birthday with steve's family yesterday was great!! I got lotions and candles. Steve got hot fudge and Jake got his easter basket. Then we went to eat at this great restaurant Azteca II. I highly recommend it. Then we shipped out to home depot. We got: a hose, sprinkler, more seeds, shovel, rake, and growing plant food all for the garden :D
It all rounded out to an excellant weekend. Steve and I spent the whole weekend just working together for a common goal. Now the posting for ebay craze is over for the week, we need to focus on inventory and getting ready for the garage sale we're having the 12th-15th of this month at our house. Should be a big success!!!! I'm excited for summer. Should also hear about the car program soon. Crossing my fingers so we'll see :D
Love Always, Nickie

Time Moves On, It Stands Still For No One

Lots of changes for the Weber/Marsh household. The business is doing very well. Ebay is flourishing and Amazon is catching up quickly. Also using craigslist and garage sales to p the revenue a little bit :D It's always fun. We've planned our first vacation and now just waiting on time as well as jobs to make sure we can afford it because the one thing I have learned from all of this is to not live above your means. It takes so long to get out of debt that I would just prefer to wait until I can afford it.

I have a full time job outside the house now. It is what it is. It's 40 hours plus benifits and makes it so we can afford to live :D Im always looking to move up but the next move is waiting until after we get a new car which should be soon.

As for the vacation we're going camping at TEEPEE CAMPGROUNDS in mackinaw city mi. From there we are defenitly going to mackinaw island and maybe a few other places as well. We'll see as it gets closer to our camping trip. Im also thinking about getting a hotel room for just me and steve one night and having a relaxing evening :D

The weight loss is kinda not going anywhere. Im watching what I eat better and am getting off my butt but still not focused so Im going to try harder.

Jake's schooling is going soo well. He loves the experiments he does. Right now they're growing crystals and working on observations. Soon to start on cause and effect in english. Jakes is so far ahead in math its amazing!!! And he's also caught up in reading I am so proud of him. Thinking of walking to mcdonalds tonight and using gift card for happy meal & ice cream for his 100% spelling test friday :D

Me and steve are doing really well. It was patchy for a little bit but it was never us not wanting to be together it was stress of everything else. But I'm realizing things aren't going to be perfect it's who do I want to go through life's challenges with... HIM <3 and he feels the same.

Hoping to get a car soon!!!
Love Always, Nickie